Trigeminal neuralgia

They think I’m an alcoholic, when in actuality i’m everything they allow me to be. I’m not an alcoholic, I just use it to drink away the pain. If I had some Vicodin, or perhaps some perkosets I could be addicted to pills. Or morphine and heroin make me a basehead….picture me in some stark, wet opium den with a decrepit old chinaman. Inhaling corruption, exhaling our souls. It’s a nice tradeoff, pleasure and pain relief for sanity. If they understood where I was coming from, and where I was going….shit, they’d drink away the pain too. Trigeminal Neuralgia, the suicide disease or so they say. The faintest stirring of memory can trigger excrutiating pain. I’ll never kiss again they say. But what do they know?

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~ by whereisdagnytaggart on January 3, 2010.

One Response to “Trigeminal neuralgia”

  1. I like your use of medical terminology, def. a plus in my book 😉
    It illustrates your willing to look outside the box and delve into a melting pot of creativity.

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